I always complain about being so bored, but I’m also always too lazy to do anything! I really need to change things. I can’t just sit around and wait for hockey season to start up again. I need to get outside and enjoy this beautiful weather.
May Long Weekend is coming, and I’m hoping that I actually do something exciting. I know that I’ll be at the Country Fair and the Rodeo this weekend, but other than that I have no other plans.
I hurt my back a few days ago, so people (mostly everyone I know) suggested that I shouldn’t carry such a big and heavy purse around. So for the past couple of days I’ve been carrying a little crossbody bag around. And it’s seriously so small. Only fits my wallet and keys and my lip balm. My phone doesn’t even fit inside of it with my wallet.
BUT MY BACK IS FEELING A LITTLE BETTER NOW. So I’m going back to my giant purse that I can carry my life around in. I never learn.
I have no clue where to start. I feel like absolute poop today. I don’t know if it’s the weather, or if I’m just completely sick of life, or if someone said something to me and I just took it the wrong way subconsciously. But nonetheless, I don’t feel great today. I can’t remember if I even smiled yet since I woke up. It’s weird. Maybe I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed. Should I take a nap? Hmmm.. I have no idea what I should do to get out of this funk. Someone cheer me up?
Going to renew my learner’s tomorrow. THIRD TIME’S A CHARM, RIGHT? Gosh darn, I need my license!
I feel like there was something that I forgot to do today..
I went all the way to my school to find out that the class I enrolled in was cancelled, so I had to choose another class to take. Management Innovation and Data Management are the classes I’m in.. Apparently I have the same teacher for both classes, and she’s “interesting.” Oh joy. Now my both of my classes start next week.
Today my friend was making fun of Teen Mom (2) and when she was done I was just like, “……… I love those shows.”
My friend and I won tickets to Phineas and Ferb Best Live Show Ever! And I’m so excited. We stayed up until 2 AM, so we could guarantee our win. Hahaha.
It’s my first day at my new job (that I’m actually getting paid for!) tomorrow. Be excited for me!!! Hahaha.
Why I am so afraid when I don’t know what people think of me, but when I actually do know, I just don’t care.. If that makes any sense.. Haha.
Let me try to explain: I don’t go out of my way to make new friends, because my anxiety goes up when I keep thinking about whether or not the people enjoy my company. When I do become friends with people, things get easier and that anxiety goes away. If certain people decide not to get past my social awkwardness and don’t want to be my friend, then the anxiety also goes away..
I guess I explained that to myself, haha. It’s just the not knowing for sure part :P And someone said that they didn’t think I was super socially awkward when they met me, and that I’m not that awkward now either. That’s always nice to hear :)
